Today, I am so GRATEFUL! Life can be so strange. I woke up feeling so exhausted. Being up with Scott a few times last night started to make me feel sick. I was feeling so bad about myself as a new mother. As much as I knew everything would change I never could have realized just how much. It has changed for the better more then anything but it's so easy to let yourself think about the negative when your so tired. Mark stayed home with me this morning so I could sleep in a bit and he could take care of Scott. He did such a great job of getting him fed and happy and back to sleep again. And before he left he took care of me. He made sure that I was happy and positive again. I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful husband and such a perfect baby. Sometimes I get down just because they have to deal with so much of my imperfections but then I see Scott pulling all his cute funny faces and Mark is so funny when he tries to interpret what Scott's trying to say with all his different looks. It's days like this that make me realize that if life were perfect all the time I would never know just how wonderful life could be.
Thank you husband and baby for making my life as wonderful as it is.
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